April brings with it a dramatic change in tempo. What has been idle for so many months springs to life. The whole world changes; it takes on a new appearance, a new feel.
Sometimes it seems too much; it is so easy to be overwhelmed by it all as I try to make something out of the blur in front of me. Somewhere in there is life, the future; I must step into it although I will be bowled over and washed along by it gasping for breath.I want to know more of the meaning of this and my relevance to it all. It is hard to accept that were such questions answered I would not comprehend. The only hope is to venture in, but in the confusion it will operate differently. There, life will question me and my responses will help me towards some understanding.